Continued question - my depression feels ten times worse. I am not afraid of doing anything, I haven’t smoked weed since and I promised I never would because of that horrible experience. I started abusing alcohol and marijuana because of my depression it helped me escape. Anyway, the dreaming feeling came back not half as sever as last time but it’s extremely annoying and scary I might add. With my depression and all this going on its too much
This must be really scary for you and I know that there is nothing scarier than feeling your depression getting worse and not being able to control it.
I’m not going to preach to you the reasons why you shouldn’t do marijuana because I’m sure you are smart enough to know them and you’ve chosen to take the risk. However, something I didn’t know before I studied medicine is that there is a well-researched and documented link between marijuana and schizophrenia. While being high can cause psychotic symptoms such as hallucinations, paranoia and delusions, these go away when you come down off the high.
However, years down the track, marijuana use can predispose you to developing schizophrenia.
Schizophrenia is a mental illness characterised by hallucinations (seeing/hearing/feeling/smelling/tasting things that arent there) and delusions (believing with absolute conviction something that isn’t true). There are many types but the one you might have heard of is paranoid schizophrenia where the patient believes the world is out to get them and is very suspiscious.
One of the scariest things Ive ever seen in my training is a boy who got high ONCE and it triggered an underlying predisposition for schizophrenia and he was hospitalised the night hed been smoking and I met him on the psych ward one year later with full blown schizophrenia. That is more than enough reason for me never to smoke it.
I’m not saying that you have anything as extreme as that, but seeing as we know the marijuana can have an influence on your mind in crazy way, I think you really need to see a doctor ASAP.
Like alcohol, marijuana can make depression significantly worse but it really concerns me the low mood has continued long after you last got high. Please see your doctor. You’ve already suffered enough please don’t let it get worse.
11.3g of my BHO honeycomb wax.
So fucking dank c:
Opana 30’s(XR) and the IR 10s. Used to get 90 30s and 120 10s every month for free. Opana is by far the best high ever.
Wait I thought Opanas weren’t around anymore?
I’m off a couple